4am · Miracles

Only I would buy such a thing.
"Whatever Works" I'd always say.

( The Matrix ) ( The Matrix. )

Something's amiss when you start saying things like, "I'm going home." rather then "I'm coming back home".
But you can't really blame change for Apocalypse.
 
Oh well, the longest and wettest (fingers-crossed) 6 days are up next.
Like they say, Its a test. Personally, Its a test too. Only on different criteria. Its stuff like this I think its paramount we have fun. So, we shall see.
 
What if, some one went up to you and said, "You are the most happiest person alive."
What goes through your mind?

Im still high from the Mocca's 10th year Anniversary concert yesterday. Yuna was there too. Ah-Mae-Zings.
It was worth the early bird tickets i bought a full month ago. When i was still unsure if i'd be able to make it in the first place. It was a full 10 bucks cheaper than the tix selling at the door.
 
Once again, No regrets. Just ways to make it better. Yuna's song line up was missing backpacking around europe and after midnight. I bet it will be in today's set. Mocca was magical. I would have felt like a kid all over again if they had played Sing. oh well. I got a signed Colours album by Arina and she can tap dance. Simply lovely.
 
Not going to mention The Sallys or PostBox for obvious unmentionable reasons.
 
Bottomline: I'd pay it all if i could once again go for the performance today.

 ( This Conversation May Never Happen )

There was once upon a time where I used to say this and i'd kinda get the better of me. Ego and confidence were skyrocketing in a sense. Inevidently, friends would go ballistic. A few months later, it turned into one of those 'In-your-face' moments. you know, the kind where people can rub in the salt and slather alcohol over something you used to so full of pride of. I was humbled but I kinda still stick to my believe that it was indeed true. It took awhile before overcoming became easy.
 
( Pokoknya... )

 
I know this is very irritating on every possible known logic there is, but, I have to admit certain charms that is just fail safe.
Whoever that pria is i couldn't care less. I've been catching this ad alot when i was in the Jawa Timur and every time this is on air, i catch myself using more brain cells then i actually need on a telly ad.

20hrs till I'll be flyin on a Flyday. Whoopeedoo.
I'm excited but lazy to start packing.
Besides the point, My mind has been running alot lately. I couldn't keep up, so i decided to go for a swim, even though its common knowledge i am bad at it. Now, I think I really need to reconsider on equipping myself with a pair of goggles next time. I have red eyes which just shout 'Fear' after being antiseptically sterilized by the chlorinated water of the pool for the past 1 hour.

This year Hari Raya's memory is going to last awhile.
The mandatory seeking forgiveness from the family members first thing in the day. This took quite alot out of me unexpectedly. It still gets me how my sister manages to assemble a script before each and every one of us. And the things she say is never repeated between me and my family members. Its either she has a fast brain for the right things to say, or, everything was just honest and sincere straight from the heart. Well, I'm not going to doubt her anytime soon. Regardless, don't you think the longer your(or those of who is concerned) seeking forgiveness session lasts, further and further on the edge you will be? With all those emotion stirring and this process not coming to end any sooner, It really could turn into a teary affair real quick.
 
Well, i didn't sleep last night trying to summon a major transformation in the living room and i am definitely beat now. I want starbucks tomorrow =)

Caught 9. That's one down from the list and the beginning of the movies that i will be set to witness in the coming weeks. 
First of, its a CG feature film. Expectations were reduced then. Nevertheless, it was to my liking for a feature film. A 'cartoon', if u must, set in a post-apocalyptic war torn era. Throughout the -relatively short-  70mins or part thereof of the movie, emotions and characters were not the usual ones you'd get from other CG movies i must say. It was deep and dark. There was the fare share of violence and mechanical gore. All of this from mere puppets. Storyline can get abit confusing to the layman's.
 
I did. Like it. Definitely not your average CG Movie. I mean, I'd expect kids to cry if they watched this not knowing what to expect.
 
P.S. Where was 'Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home' which was the song that caught my attention during the trailers. Its wasn't in the movie. That's my bummer moment.

My days are finally numbered. I didn't really took a notice of things when it was in the Months. Now, that it has crept into Weeks, It's time, i guess. To make it a good one, I'm making a list. This inaugural list will be filled with all the passionate wants and selfish needs I'm going to achieve and accomplish in the coming weeks before D-Day. It will be, no doubt, updated with stuff added on but that's where the fun begins too.

1. Going for a overseas trip. Doesn't have to be labeled a vacation or holiday. Just as long as I'm overseas and making it count, it shall be enough.
2. Going to the beach. This should coincide with the first one, however, for the sake of my friend, Justin Case, I'm putting it as an individual must do thingy. Take in the Sun Sand and Sea. Maybe bring along that Skimboard for old time sake.
3. Go out. I am just putting it here because I think this fasting month is an inconvenience(for lack of better terms) social wise. I mean, going out usually encompasses eating as a vital activity. Well, its the fasting month. Nuff' said.
4. I am contemplating to put "Take more pictures". Okay, this is purely by request.
5. Eat. Gastronomically drown myself with a selection of indulgence fit for the King of Gourmet. Western, Italian, Mediterranean, Malay, Mexican.. blah, blah, blah. There's ECP, Eatzi, A whole range of dessert outlets, even my all time favorite Burger King for the unbeaten Whopper, and of course the Cream of the Crop, Tulang of Beach Rd(Credits to lipsilla).
6. Print a good bunch for Muphin.
7. Skate the night away. Not that I'm getting better. Still Rusty as ever. Rolling seems like a good getaway it seems.
8. Go catch a whole bunch of movies. Everywhere, anywhere, everyone and anyone.

This should do for now. More to be added Sooner than Later.

For the past few weeks, it has been raining (somewhat) everyday. Usually just short periods a time, but these rain sessions are well worth it. So you can't really complain its sunny and hot and mercilessly scorching.
 
Sometimes, fathers/mothers/parents don't know what they're talking about with you. As obvious as it is, in the name of respect, I'll listen only. But regardless, despite being totally oblivious about it, they still somehow manage to make you sound good. They still would put in a good word for you. And mind you, they do not actually what they're talking about. I think somehow parents are like that. Ok to be totally biased and stereotypical parent-figures and the likes. Its fun as long it lasts.
 
A new batch of friends are going to be enlisting really soon again. Thinking about is no fun. An avid reminder to your own. I'm not really admitting it, but It's been in my mind as to how it will change me. It will won't it?
 
So its set, a trip to the land that was hit by tremors awhile back. Yeah!
 
Finally, Tonight Drive by Ave 12 for some sights worthwhile. Last night was easily mistaken for the a full moon night. As assumptious as this maybe, i'd kindly like to differ. I'm betting that tonight would be it. I know.

I still can't believe Disney is going to buy over Marvel and its rights. I just can't think of any good coming out from it and I'm hoping Disney can prove me wrong. Not that there's any reason for them to do so but I'm certain there are other worthy skeptics that they need to please.
 
While I was in Malaysia, Johor, today, So was Alain Robert aka French Spiderman who was in KL. HE scaled to the top of the Twin Towers today and its cool simply because I was in Malaysia when he did that feat. Article Here.
 
Finally, I'm spending the day at the khubur again today. Much to my delight.

Yesterday, going down road on a misty morning. I was cowering and sheltering myself from the chill. But when, I noticed how fast we were going. I wasn't certain, but I think Syazwan was going into the 3 digits. I couldn't care. I was fixed on the skies. I've heard of rumors that this side of town was the place to be to watch the Stars and the Cosmos. And last night, I wasn't disappointed. It was barely a moon but the skies was clear.
 
Somethings are worth embracing for the right reasons. I didn't know what it was that made me shiver to the bone but I did realize that i wasn't fighting it. It got to a point where the helmet was off and the eyes were dry and skies was bright and I was enjoying it.
 
Today, I usually run to calm my emotions. Not they're in disarray or anything. Its just that I could use the release of tension. However, today, that was totally not the case this time, I was on the park connectors with absolutely nothing in my mind. Motivation was at a minimum but i was still running. Sure I was fasting but that's no excuse isn't it, if i asked you to run a marathon, even if you weren't fasting, sooner or later in your run, you will still get thirsty. Its natural. And the course here is just magnificent. The last time I ran something this undulating was at MacRitchie Reservoir. Not to say its the same, just similar, nothing could beat a run in the MacRitchie.
 
How about, not telling and just thinking. Will things be different after acting??
There can only be so long that a person can be alone.

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Time Flies. And I'm epically missing it.
 

4: Why do we have a heart?
 
A: So that we can feel.
 
Then comes the the elusive; Why?
I didn't manage to concentrate on the computer after that. But, its been lingering, why?

 


Initially I was afraid that it would be a Portuguese-an Motion Picture. Until I noticed, something English, Sarah Michelle Gellar. For the past hour I've been in a frenzy since I wasn't before. I couldn't care less about bad acting or peripherals like that. Main thing is, I understand the words coming out from their mouths. Novel based movies of this categories deserve well spoken opportunities on the big screen to make it even more alive.
 
Argh. Thing is, I can't find a date.

An excerpt from one of Paulo Coelho's, 'The Witch of Portobello".
It somehow means alot to me.
Or maybe, just because i can relate to it. Alot.
An individual who has experienced both sides of the party. I'd like to meet one.
 
Recently, just had some B+ extracted. Everytime, I've always had the urge to witness the syringe puncture my skin, there's the tingling of pain. After staring at the same spot for a few minutes, the moment where the fiercer looking syringe goes effortlessly through the skin and manages to impale the right vein seamlessly at the hands of the veteran nurse. Immediately, the warm blood gushes out invading the the capillaries leading to that bag that bloats up without you knowing it. These tubes that's transporting your blood are entwined around your arm for this period, and it actually fascinates me how warm my blood really is. To feel it on the skin. I even have this hope, will if i could say, for the whole ritual to be done without the convenience of the anesthetic. I want to feel how deep that syringe went to be able to invade my vein. or maybe blood without pain is even more unrealistic than gain with no pain.
 
Besides the point, happy UT and exams to 95% of the people I know from various institutions and factions.

And I'll end this post of with a the video.

The Zozi - Cinta Di Tokyo
Official Music Video.
Official Kebabai~ but stil,
Yours Truly is indistinguishably honoured.

Today is planning to be a loooong day :)
Kicking things of with some well craved breakfast.
Some interesting errands to run. I'm all up for it.
If there's time, maybe its possible to do some cardio in midday when the sun is at its boldest.
Its either a good sweat session OR something that gives me sunburn.
This will set the stomach for a hefty lunch worth my while.
Random last donating session before i enlist and before the Fasting month begin.
Where it will all end nicely with some work at Marina Sq. Starbucks OF sounds good.
 
 
Indonish Holid-aye~?