4am Miracles

Jenny's Suprise.

2010-02-13T18:11:37Z

14th of February 93, Lil Jenny said she had a lil

for me.

Of course, not everyone shares that view, this

brings it back to reality. =)

cyrus_az @ 2010-02-13T00:14:00

2010-02-12T16:14:37Z

I was really tested at 4am during one of the loong march which will only get loonger.
No kidding. Hallucination and wild imaginations are the least of your worries. Throw in a wicked-sickled moon that you can eye across the twillights and canopies so high you couldn't tell where the shadow started or where the foot of the tree was.
That was Tuesday.

Somebody to lean on.

2010-01-24T05:02:14Z

My Family Day happened to be on a Saturday. Not a Sunday.
Before leaving to carry out my plans for the day, mom told me, aunts and uncle coming over tonight, a cake will be cut too.
Weee... Thats when I thought "I'm Soooo gonna be home for dinner, no matter what".

Currently, I'm feeling high and dry now. I'm still not over the fact of my recent purchase yet. Still showing it around. Still watching the same Video that I had uploaded a few weeks back And still be in awe. Still fiddle with the BBE and Equaliser settings to fully strain the BeyerDynamiks at the screws. I'm missing my doses of live music, but i'm definitely getting my worth from this nifty baby.
Well thats the High part. The Dry part is such a pain in the Gluteus Maximus. I'm moving around town, with an empty wallet and its gonna remain that way for a good period of the month. I'll get buy weekly, Its not that long till the nexth income overhaul. Notice how i use 'overhaul'. Coz literally, when that time of the month comes, I'm actually a different person. I become this entity who spends. I find what i like and i grab it. It'll definitely worthwhile, I have ways of psychoin' myself to make believe what i need to to make it worth the spending, and i will actually believe it. Its subtle but it shall be big.

So i did reach home early for the night. with a spread of delicacies spread out in my living room. Kinda sad, how the dining table is left empty because all the action is a the Living Room. Funny how everyone commented how i had hair. Another week of helmet loving and i bet i'll have locks to fiddle with. The best thing about the food, It was all homemade. Noodles was in abundance. Murtabak was perfect and the Satay couldn't have come at a better time. Finally the icing at the top of the cake was, the cake itself. Choclate Truffle going around the house. There were even some for the cats. It was just missing a magical changing ceiling and i bet it would have been like the feasts u see in Harry Potter.

cyrus_az @ 2010-01-10T20:17:00

2010-01-10T12:16:56Z

Satisfied Much. 2Months wait. One months pay. Mampos. It boasts features that put the famed XFi to shame. Seriously, My Koss and Beyerdinamic are straining keeping up with the amount of shockwaves this thing can muster.

For the cool side theres

Which is down right crazy.

9ine.

2009-12-27T11:19:50Z

My mind likes to go everywhere nowsadays. Its not normally like these. I use to ponder on something/someone/somewhere for most of the time but not no longer. It was these recent nights that i manage to extract myself from the hustle bustle of the festive season and found some quiet time at a quiet place. I realized I didn't had nothing to think hard about. I could basically just thinker alot of everything. Hearing those memories in my ear. Furthermore, its not everywhere that u can paint pictures with a picturesque starry sky.

As of now, my highest and lowest i ever was was back in 08. Whereas 09 actually just flowed past. Flowed with big bumps. 10 could be anything, I shall be in NS for the next 2 years after all. I'm sure any annual monotony shall be broken this coming year. Maybe this shall be year with a handful of Firsts. I personally never trust my own resolutions, Only in wishful thinking which i come up along the year. Its more predictable like that. And i don't really celebrate these festive seasons, I celebrate no doubt, just for all the different things.

A little something.

2009-12-15T17:27:10Z

Posting will be out by weeks end.
A dilemma I might be in. Declining OCS was done with no hesitation. The onslaught of SISPEC isn't exzactly what i had in mind. My wings *sigh* are really too high for a person like me. This Friday shall be spelled as *Future*. Be it 2 or 6. Years.

In Tekong, i was easily identifiable thanks to my less then adept height. When it came to the Standard Obstacle Course (SOC), pity was generally presented to me. I don't blame them. After all was said and done, they generally took back what they said and instead traded it with "You were a monkey on swing trainer", "Low wall wasn't hard at all for you", "You were fast on the parallel bars" and a few more. I had fun at the 11 obstacles, naturally. At the end of the day i told these people who didn't fare as well as i hoped they did, "Its not the size of the man that determines the fight, Its the size of the fight that determines the man."

As i walk away, I couldn't help but give a little smirk." How Cliche", I wondered.

Maybe.

2009-12-14T19:22:08Z

On a brighter note, 10am at ECP is seriously no joke.
On Mondays, this place is so eerily peaceful. I'm not complaining, its just that i forgot how infectious Orientations Camps can be. Add in the holiday season and *BAM* there's one group every 10m in easily distinguishable matching Tees. Oh what the duck, I had my share of sun sand and sea. Contented much.

An exclusive Evening with Yuna: I actually thought it was magical. Seriously. I mean, I redefined, front row seats. Haw. Besides the point, her set was amaezing. From Cartoon Couple to Rocket to Deeper Conversation to *DA BOMB* Backpacking Around Europe. of course there were the other mandatory songs but its these few that headlined the night. and new singles are exciting. I was literally deprived from live music in tekong and this was much needed therapy for a part of me inside. oh. Even better was, it was acoustic. Just the way i like it.

I'll be spending the night with Lights now. simply amazing. Outer space amazing.

Oh-Some.

2009-12-10T18:28:11Z

I'll always be just a boy with a rubiks trying to impress you.

Closed.

2009-12-05T21:37:25Z

The truth of the matter is, I'd still say I live in Jurong if people were to ask me where I was living.
Denial I am not. Woodlands just hasn't been cosy enough just yet. =)

P.S. I want my wings.

Distractions.

2009-11-29T01:41:01Z

Only I would buy such a thing.
"Whatever Works" I'd always say.

One Moon Left.

2009-11-07T01:39:54Z

Something's amiss when you start saying things like, "I'm going home." rather then "I'm coming back home".
But you can't really blame change for Apocalypse.

Oh well, the longest and wettest (fingers-crossed) 6 days are up next.
Like they say, Its a test. Personally, Its a test too. Only on different criteria. Its stuff like this I think its paramount we have fun. So, we shall see.

What if, some one went up to you and said, "You are the most happiest person alive."
What goes through your mind?

Not too Long. Ago.

2009-10-25T07:17:55Z

Im still high from the Mocca's 10th year Anniversary concert yesterday. Yuna was there too. Ah-Mae-Zings.
It was worth the early bird tickets i bought a full month ago. When i was still unsure if i'd be able to make it in the first place. It was a full 10 bucks cheaper than the tix selling at the door.

Once again, No regrets. Just ways to make it better. Yuna's song line up was missing backpacking around europe and after midnight. I bet it will be in today's set. Mocca was magical. I would have felt like a kid all over again if they had played Sing. oh well. I got a signed Colours album by Arina and she can tap dance. Simply lovely.

Not going to mention The Sallys or PostBox for obvious unmentionable reasons.

Bottomline: I'd pay it all if i could once again go for the performance today.

Islander

2009-10-23T18:04:25Z

Late At Night When All The World is Dreaming.

I've Seen Better...

2009-10-07T00:01:04Z

There was once upon a time where I used to say this and i'd kinda get the better of me. Ego and confidence were skyrocketing in a sense. Inevidently, friends would go ballistic. A few months later, it turned into one of those 'In-your-face' moments. you know, the kind where people can rub in the salt and slather alcohol over something you used to so full of pride of. I was humbled but I kinda still stick to my believe that it was indeed true. It took awhile before overcoming became easy.

Still after all this time, I still stick to those words. As stubborn as it seems, I have indeed seen better. Did you think Singapore was THAT small? Actually, it is kinda small. My point is, the last hiatus that lasted a mature 10days in the Java Islands wasn't all just show and tell. There was sight seeing too, And was i speechless. Literally, makes you think there are really other fishes in the oceans. Well, back then, I also had a happily newly-engaged cousin who was tasked with sending me around with his pacar and i got to admit, I gt a good look at the dynamics of their relationship. That fella was just 2 years older than me and he was settling down with a prospectful career. Well, being in different countries aside, how much do you have to go through to be decided? Besides, without a question they were happy.

I think its too much in a post now. Its how this enlisting thingy has kinda got me on the edge i admit, feels like an apocalypse is coming and of course how Veronika Decides to Die has inspired me to make the most of my last few days. I'll make it worst now with another indonish Vdo clip which doesnt make sense to myself but has a catchy chorus.

terpesona

2009-10-04T16:32:22Z

I know this is very irritating on every possible known logic there is, but, I have to admit certain charms that is just fail safe.
Whoever that pria is i couldn't care less. I've been catching this ad alot when i was in the Jawa Timur and every time this is on air, i catch myself using more brain cells then i actually need on a telly ad.

Up.

2009-09-24T11:27:56Z

20hrs till I'll be flyin on a Flyday. Whoopeedoo.
I'm excited but lazy to start packing.
Besides the point, My mind has been running alot lately. I couldn't keep up, so i decided to go for a swim, even though its common knowledge i am bad at it. Now, I think I really need to reconsider on equipping myself with a pair of goggles next time. I have red eyes which just shout 'Fear' after being antiseptically sterilized by the chlorinated water of the pool for the past 1 hour.

S.H.R.m.z.d.b.

2009-09-20T17:29:08Z

This year Hari Raya's memory is going to last awhile.
The mandatory seeking forgiveness from the family members first thing in the day. This took quite alot out of me unexpectedly. It still gets me how my sister manages to assemble a script before each and every one of us. And the things she say is never repeated between me and my family members. Its either she has a fast brain for the right things to say, or, everything was just honest and sincere straight from the heart. Well, I'm not going to doubt her anytime soon. Regardless, don't you think the longer your(or those of who is concerned) seeking forgiveness session lasts, further and further on the edge you will be? With all those emotion stirring and this process not coming to end any sooner, It really could turn into a teary affair real quick.

Well, i didn't sleep last night trying to summon a major transformation in the living room and i am definitely beat now. I want starbucks tomorrow =)

12345678.

2009-09-16T10:43:22Z

Caught 9. That's one down from the list and the beginning of the movies that i will be set to witness in the coming weeks.
First of, its a CG feature film. Expectations were reduced then. Nevertheless, it was to my liking for a feature film. A 'cartoon', if u must, set in a post-apocalyptic war torn era. Throughout the -relatively short- 70mins or part thereof of the movie, emotions and characters were not the usual ones you'd get from other CG movies i must say. It was deep and dark. There was the fare share of violence and mechanical gore. All of this from mere puppets. Storyline can get abit confusing to the layman's.

I did. Like it. Definitely not your average CG Movie. I mean, I'd expect kids to cry if they watched this not knowing what to expect.

P.S. Where was 'Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home' which was the song that caught my attention during the trailers. Its wasn't in the movie. That's my bummer moment.

cyrus_az @ 2009-09-14T02:43:00

2009-09-13T18:48:36Z

My calves ache for apparently no reason. This was a setback.
Now arms are not acting normally. I can't hold the plate up to my face. How?

After tomorrow, the wind will be felt in this house. Just because I'm out to sterilise every fan in the household. Blade by blade. *Evil Laughs*

I, Could the Would.

2009-09-12T21:20:57Z

My days are finally numbered. I didn't really took a notice of things when it was in the Months. Now, that it has crept into Weeks, It's time, i guess. To make it a good one, I'm making a list. This inaugural list will be filled with all the passionate wants and selfish needs I'm going to achieve and accomplish in the coming weeks before D-Day. It will be, no doubt, updated with stuff added on but that's where the fun begins too.

Going for a overseas trip. Doesn't have to be labeled a vacation or holiday. Just as long as I'm overseas and making it count, it shall be enough.
Going to the beach. This should coincide with the first one, however, for the sake of my friend, Justin Case, I'm putting it as an individual must do thingy. Take in the Sun Sand and Sea. Maybe bring along that Skimboard for old time sake.
Go out. I am just putting it here because I think this fasting month is an inconvenience(for lack of better terms) social wise. I mean, going out usually encompasses eating as a vital activity. Well, its the fasting month. Nuff' said.
I am contemplating to put "Take more pictures". Okay, this is purely by request.
Eat. Gastronomically drown myself with a selection of indulgence fit for the King of Gourmet. Western, Italian, Mediterranean, Malay, Mexican.. blah, blah, blah. There's ECP, Eatzi, A whole range of dessert outlets, even my all time favorite Burger King for the unbeaten Whopper, and of course the Cream of the Crop, Tulang of Beach Rd(Credits to lipsilla).
Print a good bunch for Muphin.
Skate the night away. Not that I'm getting better. Still Rusty as ever. Rolling seems like a good getaway it seems.
Go catch a whole bunch of movies. Everywhere, anywhere, everyone and anyone.

This should do for now. More to be added Sooner than Later.

cyrus_az @ 2009-09-09T00:47:00

2009-09-08T17:32:22Z

Buka at Work was fun. Generally, i think i'm associating work wrongly nowsadays. What the hey! Work is Fun. Boo-Yah!

Classic tersasol moments: "Hari ni mak aku masak "perut ons". I went WTF! after numerous tries. it finally came out right: "Mak aku masak "Oat Prawns". and that my friends is my boss. Dann -,-. Once again, " Oat Prawns = Perut Ons"

Oh yea. 10 (or so) days left. I think its still to early. Cause, i haven't had my fill of breaking fast outside yet. Let the lebaran come. I'll be happy about cause in 5 days, I'll be happier. Let me add too, I'll be abroad AND i'll be happier.

"Get more pictures!" A friend said.
I'm still pondering over it, why don't i have much in the 1st place?

GOLDILOCKS? Hahahaha.. Still gets to me sometimes. why oh why?

Currently, I'm opening up to The Rocket Summers. I mean, he just HAD to sound like Jonas Brothers. Thankfully, his music is better aaaand, its a one man band thing. I think since Owl City, this kinda things pique my interest.

Its nuthin new i know but.....

Changing BACK all the darkest Greys to Red,

2009-09-04T03:39:20Z

For the past few weeks, it has been raining (somewhat) everyday. Usually just short periods a time, but these rain sessions are well worth it. So you can't really complain its sunny and hot and mercilessly scorching.

Sometimes, fathers/mothers/parents don't know what they're talking about with you. As obvious as it is, in the name of respect, I'll listen only. But regardless, despite being totally oblivious about it, they still somehow manage to make you sound good. They still would put in a good word for you. And mind you, they do not actually what they're talking about. I think somehow parents are like that. Ok to be totally biased and stereotypical parent-figures and the likes. Its fun as long it lasts.

A new batch of friends are going to be enlisting really soon again. Thinking about is no fun. An avid reminder to your own. I'm not really admitting it, but It's been in my mind as to how it will change me. It will won't it?

So its set, a trip to the land that was hit by tremors awhile back. Yeah!

Finally, Tonight Drive by Ave 12 for some sights worthwhile. Last night was easily mistaken for the a full moon night. As assumptious as this maybe, i'd kindly like to differ. I'm betting that tonight would be it. I know.

Make Daddy Fly~

2009-09-01T18:15:38Z

I still can't believe Disney is going to buy over Marvel and its rights. I just can't think of any good coming out from it and I'm hoping Disney can prove me wrong. Not that there's any reason for them to do so but I'm certain there are other worthy skeptics that they need to please.

While I was in Malaysia, Johor, today, So was Alain Robert aka French Spiderman who was in KL. HE scaled to the top of the Twin Towers today and its cool simply because I was in Malaysia when he did that feat. Article Here.

Finally, I'm spending the day at the khubur again today. Much to my delight.

Belonging.

2009-08-26T16:02:33Z

Yesterday, going down road on a misty morning. I was cowering and sheltering myself from the chill. But when, I noticed how fast we were going. I wasn't certain, but I think Syazwan was going into the 3 digits. I couldn't care. I was fixed on the skies. I've heard of rumors that this side of town was the place to be to watch the Stars and the Cosmos. And last night, I wasn't disappointed. It was barely a moon but the skies was clear.

Somethings are worth embracing for the right reasons. I didn't know what it was that made me shiver to the bone but I did realize that i wasn't fighting it. It got to a point where the helmet was off and the eyes were dry and skies was bright and I was enjoying it.

Today, I usually run to calm my emotions. Not they're in disarray or anything. Its just that I could use the release of tension. However, today, that was totally not the case this time, I was on the park connectors with absolutely nothing in my mind. Motivation was at a minimum but i was still running. Sure I was fasting but that's no excuse isn't it, if i asked you to run a marathon, even if you weren't fasting, sooner or later in your run, you will still get thirsty. Its natural. And the course here is just magnificent. The last time I ran something this undulating was at MacRitchie Reservoir. Not to say its the same, just similar, nothing could beat a run in the MacRitchie.

How about, not telling and just thinking. Will things be different after acting??
There can only be so long that a person can be alone.

Riptides ARE Dangerous.

2009-08-23T17:39:47Z

I don't care how this appears on your browser.

Time Flies. And I'm epically missing it.